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Day number 1

October 7, 2016

Well.  I decided it would be good for me to start blogging.  I've just started a bunch of social media apps (Facebook, Twitter, Instagram) and I'm still trying to get a hang of the hash-tagging and what-nots.  I find myself spending aimless amounts of time exploring other peoples postings and being in awe at other peoples lives- be it family lives or business.

 

I am now 37 years old and I feel like I'm a later bloomer compared to others my age...or even those younger than me.  I feel like I should be doing something else in my life.  Don't get me wrong, I am soooo blessed with all of the wonderful people in my life,  a pleasant steady job (independent work duties, own office- with windows, holidays off, health insurance, amazing coworkers), relatively healthy,  working car, healthy-smart-creative daughter,  cozy home to live in, but in the pit of my stomach & chest, I feel like there is a pull towards the North-East doing something wonderful and creative.  I also believe that there is where I'll meet the person I will spend the rest of my days with.  Someone inspiring, perhaps in a creative industry, who will love me completely.

 

Last night I had a dream that he was standing in my bedroom, but I was pretending to sleep.  I don't know why because he was amazing.  He was pitching some creative ideas to a group of others and I was just in awe of how wonderful he was ---but I was pretending to sleep instead of approached him and embracing him.  I blame the sleeping part on a prior part of my dream that takes place elsewhere, in a beautiful black woman's loft.  She was flirting with me and trying to seduce me, but I didn't want to submit, so I pretended to fall asleep on her couch.

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